Right now I'm a 21 year old college student. My major is International Economics/Business, and I'm not really that festive with it. Yeah, I am semi-interested in it, but it's not what I want I want to do with my time. The problem is, I don't really know what I do want to do. I just don't know that I'm not doing what I want to be doing. Honestly, I don't get enjoyment out of abundant activities. Part of me actually wants to drop out of college, but I solitary have a year left, so it's not an option. I only don't know what I want to do. I feel that even if I do get a great job...so what? I'm going to be a wage-slave my undamaged life and then die. We're all going to die, so what's the point. But it's sort of consoling that we're all going to die, because it leaves us more freedom to do whatever the hell we want.
Another issue is that I've never been contained by a relationship, which doesn't bother me so much. I also have no desire for sex. So perhaps I'm asexual. I think society puts passageway too much emphasis on relationships. People think that if they don't have someone they are incomplete or a loser. Why can't nation just be happy alone? Why can't people be contented with themselves? I think there's more to life than relationships and love. What's near society's obsession over love. Because when it comes down to it, if you're not happy with yourself, and don't love yourself, you're not gong to be bullish in a relationship. Relationships are not a cure to make yourself happy.
Between university and relationships, I'm just at a very confused point in my energy. Society's typical path of good career, nuptials, white picket fence, kids is not for me..
On top of everything, I have an extremely overbearing mother who won't stop telling me what job to apply for and what to do with my life
Answers:    You young female are very wise for a woman as young as you. Life seem futile and it's all for nothing. But it does get better. As your mind continues to grow and you swot more about the world and people you will find out what you really want to do with yourself.
I've be without a relationship for quite some time and I too don't have a yearning desire resembling most guys do for sex.It is over rated and this cheapens the relationship of love making.
I couldn't be happier with who I am and I've learned the push button to happiness is.live simple, expect little, and give much. Scatter love and sunshine. Be yourself and remember one thing something like picket fences. The wood rots, dogs piss on them, and the color white shows dirt really easily. Who needs it. And next to the divorce rate so high I wonder what people are thinking with getting married after a year or two later divorcing. Then if there is a child in the picture that poor kid have to live their life with parents who can't stand each other and use the child as a pond contained by a vengeful angry life they have developed. Hang in nearby and stay optimistic. Tell your mother the truth how you feel. Maybe she will change and resolve to help you instead of telling you what to do. The ultimate choice is yours. She can weigh surrounded by and give you suggestions but its your choice to make. Good luck

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you can be happy alone --be confident surrounded by that --do not think of people's reasoning that there should be relations and sex -- it is wrong -- life alone on your will and pleasure is what is more obedient and important - be confident on solitude - you are right --

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